Hello, dear reader. (Do I have any readers left?) I’ve neglected this blog for far too long, in part because good news was hard to find last year. It’s tough to blog when the world seems to crumbling around you. But I’m slowly picking up the pieces, and things seem to be sunnier again.
I just had dinner with J2, the man who still feels like the love of my life. After kissing him good night, I couldn’t help but think back to this night, and so many of the magical memories we shared together. I treasure the times we spend together, but they’re also a bit bittersweet because I know they are fleeting. I want to start making those memories with a new man, someone I adore–and he adores me–someone I can grow old with. I just hope I haven’t missed my chance.
If it were me, just saying. If I was a lost cause, I would say stop leading me on. If I had promise, then I would say throw yourself at me full throttle, and do not give up.
Do not ever waste your time on doubt, or maybe, pick someone that works for you and kill all his and your baggage.
Reading your post made me want to say something to you as if we were in conversation – i’m a little older than you, and a true submissive too, and I just wanted to say that you HAVE NOT missed your chance at all. I don’t tell you this from faith or goodwill – I tell you this from my own life experience. There are many chances, and we handle each one individually
Cheers.
it’s impossible for you to “miss your chance” the universe just dosen’t work that way
Good luck…
So many appreciators so few to appreciate. Never met a woman who was a fellatrice who meant what she said unless she was with a man who was well to do. Then we all know he’s paying for it.
Then again, this blog is neglected as much as the subject matter is. Most women could care less about the male loins. It’s mostly an object of scorn and ridicule. Sites like this one, with cobwebs and spiders, dust and ill kept are just a further indicator of how uninterested women are in male sexuality unless there is a price tag attached, the person is famous or of celebrity. Then most will do anything. But for the love of cock? I find it to be as dull and uninteresting to women as their hype about loving it until face to face with the raw deal and the truth comes out. The really don’t love it after all, just a mile affinity.
I have read a lot of the past posts here and learned a lot of things. It is sad that this journey of your has since been neglected. I hope you did not give up and you will continue to search your one True nature. As for other male posters above, I can assure you that there are still many women out there devoted to pleasing their man in all ways. You just haven’t found her, or possibly have not worked hard enough to deserve such commitment.