Love of the Cock

(Yes, I realize I’ve been MIA. I’ll try to post more this month, I promise!)

Lately I’ve been thinking about all things oral. If given a choice, I’d much prefer to give a blow job than receive oral sex. Truthfully, I find 69 to be somewhat distracting, and I’ll admit (somewhat reluctantly) that I’ve never cum from a guy going down on me. But I have cum (many times!) while worshipping a man’s cock. There’s just something about it that’s an enormous turn-on.

I once read that every submissive woman loves to give blow jobs. In my case, that’s definitely true, though I’ve stumbled across submissive women on BDSM message boards who aren’t fans of cock worship. And I laugh (to myself) when I hear vanilla women rail against blow jobs, talking about how gross it is, how they refuse to swallow, or just do it once in a while to please their partner. When I hear these women talking (in person or on message boards), two thoughts cross my mind:

First, When I’m first getting to know a man, I’m always thrilled he first unzips his pants, slips out his cock and wraps my hand around it. Once he does, it’s as if the prize in sight. I know that at some point he’ll guide my head toward his cock. Just thinking about it, I start to get wet and excited, and I have a hard time understanding why other women don’t feel the same way.

Second, When I hear women bitching about blow jobs and making it clear that they withhold them from their boyfriends or husbands, I think, “Wow, if you’re so grossed out by his penis that you won’t give him a blow job, he should really dump your ass. Then there would be one more eligible man in the dating pool for me to meet.”

I gave my first blow job in high school. I was an underclassman, and he was a senior. As I think back on it now, about two decades later, I realize that in some ways our interactions had D/s undertones. We never dated, but we had an ongoing friendship that entire year. We’d hang out together at school, but he’d also walk me home a couple times a week, and on the way, he’d drag me into a cluster of trees where we’d make out and he’d give me hickeys. (He’d mark me. ) We went to a very small school, so if I had hickeys (or was wearing a turtleneck), people could quickly figure out through process of elimination who they’d seen me walking home with. I was good friends with a senior girl who was one of his best friends–they’d never dated. She quickly figured out what was going on, and was initially annoyed with him, because she thought he was corrupting me. Eventually she realized that I was the one who was asking him to walk me home most days, and tolerated it. He’d always teased and tempted me with the prospect of giving him a blow job. (Maybe there was some groping on our walks, I can’t remember for sure.) On the last day of school–the afternoon after graduation, actually–we got the opportunity. Our school hosted a graduation luncheon, and I was there, hanging out with my senior friends who had graduated. Champagne had been served (this was before the drinking age was raised) and we were all a little buzzed. He grabbed me, and dragged me into an out-of-the-way bathroom. I remember us making out, then he pushed me to my knees and unzipped his pants. (I don’t remember if I had ever saw his cock–or any guy’s cock for that matter–before this day.) I opened my mouth and started sucking. I was about 15, tipsy and inexperienced, so I’m sure it was probably a lousy blow job. That was actually the last day we ever saw each other. I moved shortly thereafter, and he went to a college far away. When I was college hunting, I took a day trip to his college’s town to visit another university. I looked up his name in the phone book, and for a few minutes I thought about calling him, but I got cold feet. I see his name from time to time, and think fondly about him. I imagine we may run into each other one day in the next couple of decades, and I suspect we’ll both smile and fondly remember our walks home and that graduation blow job in the bathroom.

Sad to say, I honestly don’t remember who was the recipient of my second blow job (but I have it narrowed down to a couple guys). I wasn’t promiscuous in high school, so there aren’t many candidates. It was only post-college that I really fell in love with blow jobs and cock worship. Now I can’t get enough of it, and I love a partner who enjoys oral worship.

To feel his hands in my hair or behind my neck, guiding my head, urging me to speed up or slow down.

To hear him talking to me, encouraging me, telling me in explicit detail how much he’s enjoying the feeling of my mouth on his cock and the visual of my lips wrapped around its head.

To smell him and his masculine aroma.

To slide my tongue and lips over his cock head and shaft, with its skin that is, at the same time, so smooth, soft and rock hard at the same time.

To suck each of his balls into mouth and roll them between my cheeks with my tongue.

To taste his cum and suck every last drop of it from him when it bursts forth.

To look up at him, eyes half closed in quiet satisfaction, and know that I made him feel at way.

24 Responses to Love of the Cock

  1. ken says:

    i just read one of your entries and i am really interested in talking to you further.
    i am a dom aqnd have an ad on collarme.com and would like you to contact me asap at zebra31974@yahoo.com so we can get to know one another either internet or maybe by phone.
    hope 2 hear from you soon

  2. xena says:

    Whereas I cannot identify with the culture of SM, or its terms, your words of what you are enjoying about giving head, speak volumes to me. I would, however, love to go much deeper than him guiding my head: to have him fuck my face, so to speak, feel a lot of strength from him, him rubbing it allo over and against my face, eyes, lips, him stuffing his balls into my mouth and ask / tell him specificially and in detail, just what sort of suction or motion he wants and how it makes him feel. All of this I think of in loving context and NOT with punishment, slavery, etc. Does this make sense to you? Would you drop me back a hint or two please because I have trouble identifying and no man has ever understood this from me. Thank you.

  3. J says:

    Hi Xena,

    It definitely makes sense to me. While you may not identify with the BDSM culture (heck, there are parts of it that I don’t identify with), you obviously realize that we all have our kinks. And yours just happens to be cock worship, which many men (even those who aren’t “dominant”) would love to experience with their significant other. I can honestly say that when I’m with a man I adore, I suck his cock because I want to, not because I’m getting “punished.” (In fact, I feel punished and teased if he won’t let me suck his cock!) It’s a way of expressing my feelings for him. After all, the cock is a very intimate part of a man’s body, and if you’re willing to take it into your mouth and “worship” it in a way that turns him on, you probably have some positive feelings toward him. (At least, I know that’s the case with me!)

    I am surprised that you say you haven’t met a man who understands your wants and needs. Not all of the men I’ve dated have been enthusiastic about blow jobs. (For years I dated a guy who claimed to have never cum from one, so they weren’t that exciting for me, either.) But I’ve definitely dated more men who have enjoyed an enthusistic blowjob, so I’d recommend you keep looking, because they’re definitely out there!

    J

  4. J says:

    Ken,

    I know I’ve been terribly slow at replying to comments. If you happen to read this, feel free to drop me an email with your CM screen name, or include it in a comment.

    Thanks,

    J

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  8. sonny says:

    i have practiced oral whorship for 20 years. i am one of the founders of this practice and am happy to see a fellow soulmate. good going

  9. sonny says:

    sory for the misspell its worship yahoo millionairlovesoral

  10. Jon says:

    Hi there.

    I liked reading your posts. I was never into my cock being worshipped until many of my girlfriends insisted on it. I’m not trying to brag, but I have a beautiful sexy, perfect-sized (very large) piece of meat.

    I’ve had cheerleaders to businesswomen drop to their knees and beg to touch and suck it when I bring it out.

    Is there anyway I can show it to you? Ill try and record me playing with it and upload a link.
    Or better yet, I’ll get a girl to worship it and upload that. She knows I’m in charge, but I am not mean. In fact, she will sit on her knees for hours begging to do different things to my cock. I enjoy the begging part. She tells me that cock size is what makes a man and I respond, thanks.. now if she does something wrong I usually cockslap her face and tits – but she likes that way too much! (loves it!) Question: Do any of you other girls also enjoy being cockslapped (I’m talking about a nice big smooth cock like mine, about 9inches and wide and soft smooth skin.. it’s beautiful according to every girl who’s seen it.

    I’d love to make a cock-worship porno video with one of the girls who adores my cock.
    One of my favorite things is my new punishment.. since they enjoy getting cockslapped so much, instead I now back away 3 feet from their face, and play/dangle my cock in front of their eyes (they must look at either my cock or balls the entire time or the time starts over). I feel their pussy before this and after, and after it is drenched. I love it! Making a girl so wed just by looking at my cock.. I must have something here.

    Im not trying to be conceited, but I’m glad I can use size in sex and not just the “motion of the ocean” as the small-dick guys say. And I know for sure that women who say size doesn’t matter are lying their asses off – have you ever seen a woman worship a 2 or 3 inch cock?

    Don’t get me wrong, Im a strong femenist and supporter of women’s rights.
    But cock worship was invented by women, not thrust upon them. They would not do it if cock wasnt a major turnon for them.

    Too bad I can’t get in touch with my #1 cockslave right now.. I keep that slut up all night on her nees in high heels, stockings, schoolgirl shorts (sizes to small), with no panties, and a shirt with a bra under it, which she pulls her boobs out of. Oh and pink lipstick (for the cocksucking) and white fingernails. She looks like so georgeous dressed like that – even tho it’s slutty – that’s the point. Not hard to get her to do anything, all I have to say is I need you to suck my cock.

    BTW, Ill upload pics/videos of my 9 inch cock here because I’m just curious was the (female) cock worshippers would think
    it’s more like 10 inches really hard, and in beautiful shape.

    Can some of you upload pics/videos of you worshipping a nice big cock?

    Also, how much does size matter? Every girl I know says it matters alot. And I magine you cockworshippers think it matters the most.

    God, thank you for giving me such a beautiful, big cock. I love the look on women’s faces when they see it for the forst time: A look like “O” – combined with a smile and fear because it’s so big. but their cockloving instinct wont let them avoid it.

    I wish the rest of the women on this bored would share their ideas on cockworship/cockslavery to other girls.
    95% of girls who know about it, love it.

    I’ll post a link shortly with a video of my gorgeous big cock.. let me know if any of you guys get wet looking at it.

  11. Jon says:

    Update to last sentence of last psot – I meant to say “girls” not “guys”

    I’m making a video of my dick and will upload.. everyone let me know your opinions on a 1-10 scale (beauty, sexiness, size [length], size[width], balls, shaft (bottom), shaft (top) and head, as well as first impression. I also proudly have a foreskin, which everygirl so far has loved. Also answer these questions: Is this cock worshippable (scale of 1-10), Do you get wet looking at it, and if I was to drop my pants in front of you, would you drop to your knees and adore it/suck it like a true cocklover?

    I hope some real female cockloves respond.. because I know my dick is top notch!
    I showed it to a bunch of girls before online, and they all asked me out for like a month.

  12. Jon says:

    Im gonna go to bed, but tomorrow morning Ill make sure to post those pictures/videos.

    Do you guys prefer my cock being hard, soft, medium hard, or start off soft and go to hard.

    I was thinking the latter, so you can watch it grow. My last gf loved to watch it grow. She also loved to eat my pre-cum. What a class girl.

    Also sorry for bringing all this up, but this stuff is rarely talked about, it’s usually sites about women’s bodiesa nd chasin women.. no we know officially that COCK SIZE MATTERS TO A WOMAN – WHICH IS GREAT BECAUSE MY COCK SIZE IS DAMN BIG.

    I will show it to anyone who wants to see it.
    As long as the main female cocklover posters answer my questions and look at the pics and give comments.

    Oh and one more tip, if youve got a big dick, date an asian girl.
    Since asian guys are not really guys at all – they have dicks the size of pennies, when an asian girl sees your dick she becomes fascinated, and when you put it in her, it really fills her up. One of my main cockworshippers was an Asian. She was completely innocent, prude, virgin until I took her out on a date in highschool, we went swimming, and she wanted to give me a handjob. So I got out of the pool, and had her undo my pants (much better to have the girl undo your pants, then they really enjoy looking at your big cock).
    Ever since then – she’s been the hugest cockslut (but only to me).
    It’s great having an ex-cheerleader with big-tits asian with a small frame as someone who’s only fucked you. and loves your cock.

    Attention girls: Why do so many women try to hide the fact that they love/adore/are fascinated by (especailly big) cock? Men dont hide the fact they like womens asses and pussies. Do they really consider cock that repulsive?

  13. sonny says:

    great attitude i have been practicing oral worship for twenty years it is nice to see a like sole and have had problems finding a women to join me , They have enjoyed being orally worshiped but did not want to orally worship me. it is not just sex to me but truly my religion as i like to take it to it highest level and have sought a women who whats to do the same. To suck me on a spirtual level of pure love. To pray to my cock then suck me with a overwhelming passion. be good

    sonny

  14. J says:

    This post is more than a year old, but it’s still generating lots of comments and page views…I’m glad that people have responded so enthusiastically!

  15. Malestrom says:

    Women like this are few and far between, I have been looking for years only to find posers. Would that there were a haven place for these kind of women exclusively dedicated to oral artisans and women who orgasmed from cock worship. I would have a new home.

  16. T Row says:

    plain & simple…
    worship a female who worships cock…

    “G”

  17. J says:

    “G”…I have several ex-boyfriends who tell me that they still fantasize about my cock-worshipping skills! I think men do worship women who worship their cock.

    A far too late response to Jon who wrote, “And I know for sure that women who say size doesn’t matter are lying their asses off – have you ever seen a woman worship a 2 or 3 inch cock?” I’m actually one of those women who has worshipped a small cock. I will tell you…cock size is what people make of it. I have an ex (J2 in this blog) with a smaller cock. The first time I saw it (more than a decade ago), and my first thought was, “Damn. Seemed like a nice guy but I can’t date a guy with such a small cock.” How wrong I was! More than 10 years later, I still lust after him and his cock. We still sometimes sleep with one another. Whenever we do, I’m momentarily surprised by the size of his cock, then promptly forget that it’s small because he knows that to do with it.

  18. ken eaton says:

    I have been looking for a woman like you for years and still,because my wife ,once in a great while sucks me to hard then just lays there,I make her cum,orally, and with my cock,and vibbs,I want a true cock worshiper,friend and lover,please show me how to find these beautiful women,ken

  19. d says:

    I too love to suck cock. Reading what you wrote was as if I was reading something I myself would have written. To take a mans cock in your hand. Lick his balls right down to his asshole upto the head.. so slowly, enjoying every little slide of your tongue. rolling my tongue around his balls. Soaking his cock with my drool sliding my mouth and hand simultaneously up and down his cock…. Ohh cock in my mouth I love it.. I too have no understanding why a woman wouldnt do this and enjoy it

  20. Tony says:

    I have yet to find a woman who says what she means and means what she says where this is concerned. I have been actively looking for a female fellatio nympho who would much rather have a mouth full of meat, sleep suckling, soft or hard sucking and all day suckling since I first started out on my quest 8 years ago. I have met a few wanna be’s but nothing close to fellatrix.

  21. TSB40 says:

    BEAUTIFULLY put!!!!! I know I am late responding to this…but COULD NOT resist :) Thank you!!!

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