Are my expectations too high?
I’ve said it before: I refuse to settle. I’ve dated men who were terrific–and where we both worked hard at the relationship–but something has always been missing. I realize no relationship is perfect. Trust me, I wouldn’t have worked so hard to make each and every of my past relationships succeed if I thought relationships had to be perfect. But on the flip side, I also realize I have high expectations. (At the risk of sounding like a snob, I realize every time I see someone with some huge character flaws–the kind of things that would be dealbreakers for many people–who have not only been married once, but married two, three and four times.)
What do I expect from a partner? In only some particular order:
- He must be dominant.
- We must share most of the same moral, ethical and religious values.
- He must be at least spiritual, but preferably religious, with a Chistian, Jewish or Muslim faith background.
- He has to be attractive–to me. (Yes, it’s a matter of personal preference. Brad Pitt is good looking, but I don’t find him to be attractive. There’s a difference.)
- He must have a healthy relationship with his family. (Is there anyone who ever says, “I want a man who has an unhealthy relationship with his family? :grin:)
- We should have similar attitudes toward finances. (Meaning, he has little or no credit card debt, he’s planned for his financial future, he’s fiscally prudent and responsible, but he also understands that for life to be fun and enjoyable, you sometimes have to spend a little money.)
- He must have a college education, and probably has an advanced degree.
- He makes more money than me. (I struggle with the idea of submitting to a man who makes less money than me.)
- He enjoys great food and a good bottle of wine.
- He doesn’t abuse drugs. (I experimented at points in my life, and don’t hold it against other people who have also experimented, but I also know that a drug addiction can consume much of a person’s time, attention and energy. I prefer to be number one. :grin:)
- My heart leaps every time I catch sight of him. (Ok, maybe not every time, but most of the time!)
- He’s a romantic, and cherishes the idea that I want to be swept (literally and figuratively) off of my feet.
- He’s athletic.
- He’s a good communicator, and is happy to share his feelings, and initiate conversations, even when they might be difficult.
- He loves to travel.
- He’s well-read.
- He loves children and animals.
- He gives of himself: To family, to friends, to the less privledged.
- He knows how to have a disagreement, but he’s also willing to consider other view points.
- He’s a bit of a guy’s guy.
- He has a good sense of humor.
- He’s generous.
- He’s a gentleman.
- He appreciates a woman who takes the time to look good for him!
- He’s probably an executive in a white-collar position.
- He gets along with his ex’s (or, at the very least, don’t bash/badmouth them).
- He believes that D/s is about romance, not just about kinky sex.
- But we share some (most?) kinks.
- He’s mature, but he still has a boyish side to him.
- He usually has a calm demeanor, and doesn’t fly off the handle.
- He’s fairly modest.
- He cares about earning the respect of people around him.
- He is kind.
- He’s cultured, and enjoys some of the finer things in life.
- He’s rather spend a long weekend exploring a new city than camping under the stars.
- But he can understand the attraction of sometimes camping under the stars.
- He’s adventurous–in most aspects of life–but he’s also realistic and thoughtful.
- He’s trustworthy.
- He goes out of his way to help people.
- When he enters my life, he’s probably going to make an immediate, positive impression.
- He’s compassionate.
- He’s monogamous.
- He has high expectations–of himself and his partner.
- He doesn’t easily give his heart to another person, but when he does, he gives it his all.
So tell me: As a 30something submissive woman who’s living in the big city, am I expecting too much when I say that I’m looking for a man with these qualities? It may go without saying, but I’ll say it nonetheless: In most instances, I have compatible or symbiotic qualities to offer my partner. At the risk of sounding immodest, I think I have a lot to offer. But, by the same token, that’s probably why my expectations are high.
Do you know anyone who might be a good match?